Finally, my busiest week is over :) It lasted from last weekend till now. Was busy cramming in stuff for IT quiz and accounting quiz. Did IT project and acct presentation too, and I just finished FM report this afternoon. My weekdays were spent studying on the bed, dozing off, then waking up in the middle of the night to study again. I overslept for 2 days :D But thank God, He always got me to school on time, somehow.

Aicardi (my tuition kid) was having her CA this week as well, I had to prepare extra materials and give extra lessons. And I really prayed very very very hard that she'll pass her science, cos it matters whether she can remain in EM2. Yeah, by now it doesn't take a genius to guess that she isn't very academically inclined, and I wonder why I took up this teaching assignment when I'm earning peanuts and stuck with a borderline kid. Nevertheless, I know everything is part of His plans, and she's been a blessing. If she's not gonna pass this time round I'll probably reconsider teaching her next term. We shall see..when her results are released *crossing fingers*

Caught CJ7 yesterday night, yes I'm lagging a little lols. I forced myself to accpt the fact that xiao di is a girl in real life only after I got out of the cinema. Stephen Chow has the ability to make his audiences feel with the characters in his films. And the beginning part of the show was so good, like setting the background and introducing the characters one by one. In chinese we call it pu1 jing3 :) Anyway, I really laughed superhard at the scene where xiao di saw the ball transforming into the dog, but he couldn't breathe a word or stephen chow would throw him out of the window. The actress's facial expression was so skillfully protrayed.

I really want to thank God for seeing me through this stressful week. It didn't seem as bad when I clung onto Him. IT quiz was definitely not as easy as last sem's, but I felt so at peace revising despite the lack of time. Couldn't say the same for accounting quiz cos I walked out of the LT hoping I could sqeeze out 10 marks out of 20. And then I knew it was because I chose to rely on my strength to prepare for the test. Sometimes it's so hard to let go of certain things, I'm still in the process of learning.

I also want to thank God for using me despite my unwillingness, procrastination, meekness, incapability and all sorts of nonsense at times. Every now and then He'll reassure me that my hands can do wonders for Him. Recently I was wondering if what I've been doing all these while amounted to a spiritual gift. I wouldn't coin it as one, but I know if I'm willing, He would use me to speak to others. Despite the lack of time to pray fervently for each individual, I know whenever I ask of Him sincerely and with faith, He'll show me what He wants me to say to His other sons and daughters. And this is something that I treasure so much. Not sure if you understand what I've been talking about in this entire paragraph, but it doesn't matter :)

I'm sure when you search deep inside hard enough, you'll come to realise the many gifts the Lord has blessed you with too. There must have been at least one.

Thank you Vanessa, I read your blog entry. I prayed for u! And I know He will always be faithful :)